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Sunday, November 9, 2008, Sunday, November 09, 2008
to go or not to go
Pfft. Feeling pissed + sian not because of today being sunday,(I want monday to come so i can get my report book!) but as you can see, tuesday's outing with 5han...At first:
didn't wanna go cause of you know, whatever reasons i posted yesterday, but hwang mu niang niang kind of insisted I go.
Now:
having second thoughts. I don't mind going, 70% says yes, 30% says no. BUT, the ultimate(upgraded) hwang mu niang niang(who was on the phone) now come and tell me that I can don't go if I don't want to.(?!) Then just now I asked if I should go, (okay maybe I did sound abit grouchy) then she was like,"DON'T GO IF YOU DON'T WANT TO!" (she didn't shout lah but...) so I said, "now if I have to go I will just go..." "NI GEN WO FA SHEN ME LAO SHAO! DON'T GO THEN DON'T GO LAH! MAYBE AFTER YOU SISTERS DENTAL APPOINTMENT GO FOR TEA OR SOMETHING LAH! JUST TELL YOUR TEACHER THAT ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY AND YOUR PARENTS WANNA GO OUT LAH!" (continues talking on the phone and has an immediate change of tone)
What the hell huh. I think now she just spoiled my whole bloody mood of going. Now, she has made my brain think this way: What the hell make yourself so unhappy just to go out with your class? So what if you miss out some fun. How much fun can you have?
I think I shall just tell mr ang that my parents are going out (thats what I told him that day) and later in the afternoon I shall just say that I am damn freaking tired and I just wanna sleep and do not accept what ever
Got a shelling again yesterday too. For what? Sharing the drink with jy unni who has discolouration on her toungue. I think I will die from stress before I can contract whatever that is on her toungue if it is not discolouration. Arghh.
Got to go.
hyelee♥
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